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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Got a minor head injury on Monday.
Went home early from school Tuesday b/c of a major headache.
Skipped school yesterday but still went to church. Thats went well.
Went to the Chiropractor today b/c of all my headaches, backaches, muscle spasms, and other weird problems turns out my back is way way way outta wack and now i have to go 3 times a week for the next month.yay. It's think curved toward the right or something and my head sticks out too far.
Went to EL P tonite w/ Mom, Dad, Maddie, Claudia, Matt and Nancy.
The Backstreet Boys have a new song out. Incomplete.
Fun Stuff.
I think my cell phone needs a name.
leave a comment if you can think of one.
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Monday, April 25, 2005
Man, I'm In Total Like With This Kid.
It's been a pretty slow week, if you subtract all the "Wow you actually choose one??" comments and the all the wows and my mom saying Jake was cute. Don't forget to take out the Junior-Senior Banquet w/ Ryan at Salem. You also have to take out the whole "WOW, I cannot hang out with Chris anymore" thing.
I haven't this way since I decided to break off my friend ship with Ben a year and half ago but the difference is I told Chris straight up how I felt (it took a little encouragement though. Thanks mankins!) and didn't just insinuate stuff and avoid him, I told Chris straight up how I felt about him and what my decision was and even though i was starting to cry while I did it I refused to let him change my mind like he could so easily do a few months ago. I'm very proud off my self! That’s twice lately I told people how I felt about them. First Jake now Chris and although the feelings I conveyed to them were totally different (One set of feelings were all happiness and stuff the other set was just friendship, anger, and awkwardness all mixed together.) After each experience I've gotten the same feeling of pride. It's like I've mastered some skill I've been trying to learn for a long time and in a way that’s exactly what it is.
I love knowing I can handle things and I don't have to stay unhappy because I don't know how to express myself I love this confidence I've gained lately!
In the last week I've had a considerable amount of extra time compared to when I had play practice all the time. It's given me allot of thinking time. I realize how much I've learned from these last crappy 6 months. I'm so over all the drama I feel like with all my loose ends of drama tied up and with the people who really care about me on my side I feel like I can take on the world and accomplish anything (sorry if I’m getting to corny!)
I leave you with this...
Me: do you think he saw us walkin to 2nd period together and just embellished a little?
Mankins: embellished???
Mankins: wtf does that mean?
He's not that smart but trust me he cleans up pretty well but his girlfriend still looks better in pink than him check it out..You may be shocked to hear it but I'm happy for those two crazy kids.
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Monday, April 18, 2005
Today was um..strange. I'm Jake Apple's Girlfriend? (He was mentioned before..) Thats intresting.
Today was my first day w/o play stuff..my life seems so empty now. The play went awesome though Opening nite was last Thursday alot of people came but no one important to me my Family came on frieday nite and brought me flowers that was the same nite lindz O and Lanie came w/ thier big WE <3 ALEX!! sign which was like one of the coolest things ever! Afterwards the whole cast went to IHOP in Winston and we played the Pony Game while we waited for our tables (here comes Ms Moody riding that pony...) It was great fun! The next morning i went to a yoga class w/ my mom and got all relaxed. Then i went to the store w/ my dad and on the way home we stopped at lanie's house and picked up her and lindz there. It was so cool to hang out..just the 3 of us it had been awhile lindz left early and my mom dropped lanie home after she took me to the school for the play. The minute i walked into the Auditorium on Saturday was the begining of my problems but lets just skip to the part everyone wants to hear about. Jake came to the play on saturday w/ his friends and Joe came w/ flowers. It was scary.
After feeling bad i went over to Matt's House for the Cast Party and it sucked i had a horrible time and was almost in tears when Jake got on his big white horse and came and saved me (yes, i know i owe him one.) The ride home was very intresting he cheered me up big time and made me happy. He's My Hero!!
Sunday was a little happy and sad b/c it was the last day of the play. We had a Matinee (sp?) It went great. Mankins was there! I totally Pimp Slaped him. It was Fun. Afterwards I went to a BBQ at Jacqui's House it was muy bien i left 'round 7:30 w/ kelly and anna. When I got back to the house I played w/ buster and a few minutes later Jake came over and we hung out w/ my lil sis and my nieghbor on the trampoline (i got injured) and then me and jake went to my nieghbors house for a little while (free food) and then we had a very serious conversation in and around the blazer and i realized how much I really do like him and i admitted it which if you know me is a huge accomplishment. I'm so anti feelings when it comes to boys and i guess my feelings for him sorts suprised me b/c i've known him for so long and stuff and b/c I really liked joe but in the last 2 weeks or so especially scince last sunday after that akward concersation w/ Joe and after me and him (jake) spent like the whole day together. Plus we've talked so much at school and stuff and him coming and rescuing me from that party I guess i just relized it. Anyways Joe proberbly hates me right now and I can't help agreeing w/ him. I'm such a Jerk. Stuff happens for a reason right? I sure hope so. I cna only hope he will talk to me about it not lindz and his LiveJournal. O well. I'm Out and gonna go listen to Run Run Run By Phoenix while praying no one asks me anymore questions.
*-alex-*
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
So This Is What Happened...
I signed on to AIM and Craig from church (who goes to Northwest high school) was signed on so i checked out his profile and clicked on his link, It lead me to his my space and in his friends list was SUPRISE! Kelly from my spanish class and in her friends was Sadie from my health class and then shortly there after i was staring at lanie's Myspace and that is how i linked craig a guy i made out w/ a few times and lanie was has never met him before and i have proberbly never told about him.
With the internet the world is slowly shrinking and i don't like it.
a few moments after that i managed to also find a few ppl i once met at a party w/ lindz and joe.
Does everyone and thier mom have a Myspace Now??
*-alex-*
o man just found ambroses(he taught me to ski) Myspace from casy's Myspcae (in the play w/ me) who i found in Josh K (martha's ex) 's Myspace
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
there should be redial buttons on cell phones
Sorry for the lack of updates lately its's been a busy and dramafilled(literally) few weeks.
Prague was so cool! Heres a Pic of me and the the famous Lou. Here's one of me and cheri at the blue duckling a really good restrant we ate at the first night. here's one of me and cheri and lou the first night at this bar called melon.(it's on fire!) Here's on of me and my mom. The Trip was so cool! Lou and Cheri were sick most of the weekend though so that sucked...for them. Me and Lou went to the museum of commuism(which was above a Micky Ds and a casino!) The best parts though were when the bus door closed on me and mom, when people thought i was lous girl (lous 30!) and when irishmen were hitting on me and my mom (mom got mad cause it was more so me than her!)
On the way home though i started to feel a little sick and when i got home (the day before midterms) I was SO SO SO sick. I missed 3 play practices and had to go to the doctors and everything (lots of drugs) I had to go to school (even though i thought i was dying!) b/c of mid-terms and i missed a bunch of days for prauge. The weekend after i got back i hung out w/ lanie alot scince mom wouldn't let me do much b/c i was sick, but it was fun and then i went to school for that one monday to make up for the snowday,and that night put on my tux and was mandie's date to the athletic banquet. The next night me and lindz went with joe to a vegan bbq but i wasn't much fun cause i was still a little sick and really tired as a result but i ran into Justin B there which was weird b/c we haven't spoken much in the last few months. Lindz spent the night and went home at like 1 on wendesday.
Then at like 5 on wendesday me, lanie and lindz decided we wanted El P. and i was hanging out w/ joe so we went and picked up lindz and he dropped us off to meet lanie at the resturant. The 3 of us had so much fun there that night it was so empty! Afterwards we went back to my house and danced around for a bit finally we went to sleep the next morning the 3 of us made like a 3 course breakfast then we went and celabrated St. Pats w/ my mom and maddie. That afternoon i had to go up to salem baptist to get my dress approved for the juior senior banquet i'm going to w/ ryan. then i went home and hung out w/ lanie awhile then i babysat maddie and lindsey from next door which basicaly consisted of me watching blue crush on tv, trying to get jake to bring me food (b/c i'm pretty was my strongest argument) and sleeping on the couch.
The next day I woke up and realized i was leaving for knoxville at 2 and had nothing packed! I was frantic so i pack all morning then took a break to go get lunch at almaffis w/ joe (so sweet!) and then left. We got to states where we were meeting up w/ annie's dad, craig, about 3:15. At about 4 we left statesville and started off for knoxville! We got there at like 8pm. It was soooo good to see annie and her whole family again. We ended up driving to greenville to vist her grandma in the hospital on saturday and got back on sunday night. we stopped ashevile on the way though and i bought a vanilla ice shirt and went to a really good pizza place and took this picture! (thats her bro. thomas he likes feet) i got home from knoxville on wednesday night just in time to walk in on the middle of my youth group watching the passion of the christ (great timing i kno...) So i ended up hanging out w/ the infamous Jonathan G out in the parking lot for 40 mins.
It was so good to be home but that only lasted for a few hours. Thursday i went to celabration station w/ lanie and Josh K. and joe met us up there later on in the day (heres Proof). Friday nothing much happened till that night, i had a bunch of ppl over and that was so much fun. i made dinner! everyone but sarah and lanie left at like 10:30 b/c they were spending the night the chris came over when he got off work at 11:00 right after that my mom and cheri got home and they brought the rest of the nieghborhood with them (they were all at our friend bernies retirement party) at about 1:30am chris was still there and he decided he was gonna make me some food b/c my stomach was making noises and he began making me a really big breakfast: pancakes, eggs, hash browns ect. soon mike-cheri's new man joined in on the cooking and soon the whole nieghborhood was in the kitchen cooking. (During all this my dad returned home from a 2 week trip in china for work) It was so much fun! Soon chris fell asleep on the floor of my room and dad kicked him out about 3:30am.We went to sleep about 5 and i called sarah lindz in my sleep (she was in lindz's "spot" on the bed.)
The next day Lanie and sarah left before 10:30 (early for us!) and i finally did my world geography midterm and watched HAIR! and watched other movies and slept all day and went to garden ridge w/ mom on the way home from dropping her off at the Ice skating rink for a date w/ her jake. The next day me mom and maddie flew home w/ cheri to chicago to spend easter w/ our family up there and flew back that night and got home about 10 at night.
The next day It was back to school for me. I had practice every afternoon but friday.Nothing cool happened all week. Wed i skipped out of practice and hung out w/ jose a little bit after school and then the great Jake Apple gave me a ride home and i went to church and saw ppl, Bondy gave me a ride home. The rest of the week was boring. Friday lindz came over and spent the night and we ate one large and one medium pizza and dyed easter eggs (we made absolutly fabulous eggs-eddie and patsy!) and went to bed pretty early. The next day she left around 10 and then me and mom went to the mall. i got 2 new pairs of earrings and two new shirts. (every thing was very very on sale plus coupons and all very cute!) Later on me and lanie met bondy up at the pool hall and then jonathan G came up there and hung out w/ us then bondy left! Me, Jonathan, and Lanie decided to go back to my house after i managed to hit myself in the head w/ a pool stick. We met Gabe(the hero) back at the house and we all hung out there for awhile me and Jonathan had a few things to discusse and hung out alone for awhile and after he left me, lanie and gabe (mostly gabe and lanie) talked about my issues w/ the male gender. It was cool. Lanie spent the night. I went to church in the morning and talked w/ carley, kristin, ashley and jose for like 2 hours afterwards and we ordered pizza to the church and then joe met us up there and then I went and saw The Pacifer (VIN DIESEL!) w/ Joe, Kristin, Carley, and Kirk. It was a cute movie. It's not gonna a win a osacar or anything but it was cute. After than all of us but joe went back to church and went to the evening service then gabe drove me home and gave me some more advice i went home and did some chores and went to sleep.
Yesterday was cool i woke up and went to school then singing practice then came home and did some chores then me and mom walked the dog then i came home and talked to Mankins (the nation's newest marine) awhile and went to sleep. Today was about the same except instead of singing practice i had dance practice for the play. My partner for this one dance is the world famous Joel Brown and that made lanie laugh for awhile. After school right before play practice i ate pizza w/ all the academic team members from this year and got a really cheap looking certifcate I just got home about a hour ago my dad picked me up (and bought me root beer!yay dad!)
I've had almost too much fun the last few weeks. It sucked that I didn't get to see Jake at all spring break. O yea and every is joining the millitary! Marines:Bondy, Mankins, Army: J, Navy: Foster and Dustin.
I'm SOO glad it's spring now though i look way cuter in skirts then in pants and spring makes me sooo happy! It's my favorite season! and soon it'll be summer and No School!! yay!!
Days to the Opening Night of Godspelll: 8
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