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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Long time no update. Double date w/ Jake, Troy and Troy's Girlfriend Amanda. Well. Then girlfriend, they broke up last Saturday. We Went to Hooters and T-Roy's House for a bonfire. I had a really good time! Crazy Saturday Night at Lanie's, same night as Glenn's prom. Jake stopped by in his tux. Very Handsome. Lanie cooked, we ate lots of ice cream and her bro's pizza (he's such a @$$), looked at old pictures, listened to the awesome mixed CD I made for the night, made crazy videos and I sang. Last week was pretty boring besides hanging out w/ Jake a whole lot. Spring folly was last weekend it was really big this year I went Friday night w/ Mom, Katrinka and Jake for like a hour and half. Ran into a lot of people including Joe. That was awkward. I went again on Saturday night w/ Lanie , Jake, Chris and Jake's Bro. We Talked to tons of people and me and Lanie each got fireman hats and we bought a candy apple for lindz-0. It was really fun. On Mothers day I went Bike riding w/ mom, Maddie, our neighbors Lindsey and Claudia, and Nancy a friend of our. (just the girls) we rode 21 miles round trip to go eat a Salem tavern. I was sooo sore, I haven't been on a bike in like 5 or 6 years. I was about to die. I got a really gross bruise too!
Got into a little spat w/ Lanie, Lindz and Mandie yesterday but I think were cool now. I’m not at liberty to discuss it here though. *-alex-*

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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Got a minor head injury on Monday. Went home early from school Tuesday b/c of a major headache. Skipped school yesterday but still went to church. Thats went well. Went to the Chiropractor today b/c of all my headaches, backaches, muscle spasms, and other weird problems turns out my back is way way way outta wack and now i have to go 3 times a week for the next month.yay. It's think curved toward the right or something and my head sticks out too far. Went to EL P tonite w/ Mom, Dad, Maddie, Claudia, Matt and Nancy. The Backstreet Boys have a new song out. Incomplete.
Fun Stuff.
I think my cell phone needs a name. leave a comment if you can think of one.
*-alex-*

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Monday, April 25, 2005
Man, I'm In Total Like With This Kid.
It's been a pretty slow week, if you subtract all the "Wow you actually choose one??" comments and the all the wows and my mom saying Jake was cute. Don't forget to take out the Junior-Senior Banquet w/ Ryan at Salem. You also have to take out the whole "WOW, I cannot hang out with Chris anymore" thing. I haven't this way since I decided to break off my friend ship with Ben a year and half ago but the difference is I told Chris straight up how I felt (it took a little encouragement though. Thanks mankins!) and didn't just insinuate stuff and avoid him, I told Chris straight up how I felt about him and what my decision was and even though i was starting to cry while I did it I refused to let him change my mind like he could so easily do a few months ago. I'm very proud off my self! That’s twice lately I told people how I felt about them. First Jake now Chris and although the feelings I conveyed to them were totally different (One set of feelings were all happiness and stuff the other set was just friendship, anger, and awkwardness all mixed together.) After each experience I've gotten the same feeling of pride. It's like I've mastered some skill I've been trying to learn for a long time and in a way that’s exactly what it is. I love knowing I can handle things and I don't have to stay unhappy because I don't know how to express myself I love this confidence I've gained lately! In the last week I've had a considerable amount of extra time compared to when I had play practice all the time. It's given me allot of thinking time. I realize how much I've learned from these last crappy 6 months. I'm so over all the drama I feel like with all my loose ends of drama tied up and with the people who really care about me on my side I feel like I can take on the world and accomplish anything (sorry if I’m getting to corny!) I leave you with this... Me: do you think he saw us walkin to 2nd period together and just embellished a little? Mankins: embellished??? Mankins: wtf does that mean? He's not that smart but trust me he cleans up pretty well but his girlfriend still looks better in pink than him check it out..You may be shocked to hear it but I'm happy for those two crazy kids.
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Monday, April 18, 2005
Today was um..strange. I'm Jake Apple's Girlfriend? (He was mentioned before..) Thats intresting. Today was my first day w/o play stuff..my life seems so empty now. The play went awesome though Opening nite was last Thursday alot of people came but no one important to me my Family came on frieday nite and brought me flowers that was the same nite lindz O and Lanie came w/ thier big WE <3 ALEX!! sign which was like one of the coolest things ever! Afterwards the whole cast went to IHOP in Winston and we played the Pony Game while we waited for our tables (here comes Ms Moody riding that pony...) It was great fun! The next morning i went to a yoga class w/ my mom and got all relaxed. Then i went to the store w/ my dad and on the way home we stopped at lanie's house and picked up her and lindz there. It was so cool to hang out..just the 3 of us it had been awhile lindz left early and my mom dropped lanie home after she took me to the school for the play. The minute i walked into the Auditorium on Saturday was the begining of my problems but lets just skip to the part everyone wants to hear about. Jake came to the play on saturday w/ his friends and Joe came w/ flowers. It was scary. After feeling bad i went over to Matt's House for the Cast Party and it sucked i had a horrible time and was almost in tears when Jake got on his big white horse and came and saved me (yes, i know i owe him one.) The ride home was very intresting he cheered me up big time and made me happy. He's My Hero!! Sunday was a little happy and sad b/c it was the last day of the play. We had a Matinee (sp?) It went great. Mankins was there! I totally Pimp Slaped him. It was Fun. Afterwards I went to a BBQ at Jacqui's House it was muy bien i left 'round 7:30 w/ kelly and anna. When I got back to the house I played w/ buster and a few minutes later Jake came over and we hung out w/ my lil sis and my nieghbor on the trampoline (i got injured) and then me and jake went to my nieghbors house for a little while (free food) and then we had a very serious conversation in and around the blazer and i realized how much I really do like him and i admitted it which if you know me is a huge accomplishment. I'm so anti feelings when it comes to boys and i guess my feelings for him sorts suprised me b/c i've known him for so long and stuff and b/c I really liked joe but in the last 2 weeks or so especially scince last sunday after that akward concersation w/ Joe and after me and him (jake) spent like the whole day together. Plus we've talked so much at school and stuff and him coming and rescuing me from that party I guess i just relized it. Anyways Joe proberbly hates me right now and I can't help agreeing w/ him. I'm such a Jerk. Stuff happens for a reason right? I sure hope so. I cna only hope he will talk to me about it not lindz and his LiveJournal. O well. I'm Out and gonna go listen to Run Run Run By Phoenix while praying no one asks me anymore questions. *-alex-*

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
So This Is What Happened...
I signed on to AIM and Craig from church (who goes to Northwest high school) was signed on so i checked out his profile and clicked on his link, It lead me to his my space and in his friends list was SUPRISE! Kelly from my spanish class and in her friends was Sadie from my health class and then shortly there after i was staring at lanie's Myspace and that is how i linked craig a guy i made out w/ a few times and lanie was has never met him before and i have proberbly never told about him.
With the internet the world is slowly shrinking and i don't like it.
a few moments after that i managed to also find a few ppl i once met at a party w/ lindz and joe.
Does everyone and thier mom have a Myspace Now?? *-alex-*
o man just found ambroses(he taught me to ski) Myspace from casy's Myspcae (in the play w/ me) who i found in Josh K (martha's ex) 's Myspace
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