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Monday, April 18, 2005
Today was um..strange. I'm Jake Apple's Girlfriend? (He was mentioned before..) Thats intresting.
Today was my first day w/o play stuff..my life seems so empty now. The play went awesome though Opening nite was last Thursday alot of people came but no one important to me my Family came on frieday nite and brought me flowers that was the same nite lindz O and Lanie came w/ thier big WE <3 ALEX!! sign which was like one of the coolest things ever! Afterwards the whole cast went to IHOP in Winston and we played the Pony Game while we waited for our tables (here comes Ms Moody riding that pony...) It was great fun! The next morning i went to a yoga class w/ my mom and got all relaxed. Then i went to the store w/ my dad and on the way home we stopped at lanie's house and picked up her and lindz there. It was so cool to hang out..just the 3 of us it had been awhile lindz left early and my mom dropped lanie home after she took me to the school for the play. The minute i walked into the Auditorium on Saturday was the begining of my problems but lets just skip to the part everyone wants to hear about. Jake came to the play on saturday w/ his friends and Joe came w/ flowers. It was scary.
After feeling bad i went over to Matt's House for the Cast Party and it sucked i had a horrible time and was almost in tears when Jake got on his big white horse and came and saved me (yes, i know i owe him one.) The ride home was very intresting he cheered me up big time and made me happy. He's My Hero!!
Sunday was a little happy and sad b/c it was the last day of the play. We had a Matinee (sp?) It went great. Mankins was there! I totally Pimp Slaped him. It was Fun. Afterwards I went to a BBQ at Jacqui's House it was muy bien i left 'round 7:30 w/ kelly and anna. When I got back to the house I played w/ buster and a few minutes later Jake came over and we hung out w/ my lil sis and my nieghbor on the trampoline (i got injured) and then me and jake went to my nieghbors house for a little while (free food) and then we had a very serious conversation in and around the blazer and i realized how much I really do like him and i admitted it which if you know me is a huge accomplishment. I'm so anti feelings when it comes to boys and i guess my feelings for him sorts suprised me b/c i've known him for so long and stuff and b/c I really liked joe but in the last 2 weeks or so especially scince last sunday after that akward concersation w/ Joe and after me and him (jake) spent like the whole day together. Plus we've talked so much at school and stuff and him coming and rescuing me from that party I guess i just relized it. Anyways Joe proberbly hates me right now and I can't help agreeing w/ him. I'm such a Jerk. Stuff happens for a reason right? I sure hope so. I cna only hope he will talk to me about it not lindz and his LiveJournal. O well. I'm Out and gonna go listen to Run Run Run By Phoenix while praying no one asks me anymore questions.
*-alex-*
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